Fion = All the happy things?

John, 2 years old.
The innocence of a child, to be happy again.


Seriously, why does everyone thinks that i'm supposed to be cheerful and all smiley.
i really don't get it.


i'm sorry AlvinS.
i guess it's a bad time for you to talk to me, and i'm a sucker.
Not that i don't appreciate you trying, but i just felt like venting my anger on someone, and you talked to me.
Thanks again.


Am i desperate?
i really wonder.
it's like everything's happening again. Like, after the HK trip.
Trio, a bond that i cannot be in.
that's why my mind is always letting it run wild.
i've a lot to say, but i can't say it here, cause obviously, this is too public.
just hope won't affect my attitude tomorrow, if it does, i'm sorry guys. if it doesn't, i don't know if i'm faking.


Somebody just steal my jealousy away, please.


Everyone, is in heaven now.
i'm happy for you, i really am.
but i just can't stop feeling that way.
and then it leads to everything again, my mind just goes its own way.
our relationship, Trio, guys. i don't know.
i just feel like a bad friend.
anyway, you know me. i do extreme stuffs when i'm like this.


i need EePin or Nitro to talk to now.
Because they are the only people who i can whine/vent my problems and selfishness on, without them being angry, they're the best.


You know what i say now is all superficial, because i only feel like this now and then.
It's not gonna last, you know in my heart, you're still the best.
i really (L) you a lot, my friend.  ¶ 11:29 PM