Saturday, December 26, 2009
i gotta feeling.
i'm not sure what happened, but just gradually, we aren't that close anymore.
it's just like that time, i feel like whatever you've said was all hypocrite.
i don't blame you, neither do i blame myself.
but i've got to thank God, for being my motivation and encouragement. :)
Today is Christmas Day, or rather, yesterday.
i suppose it's the joy of giving season. Yeps, i was giving, but i was not joyful.
It's hard, to earn back those relationships, really hard.
Sometimes even if you do a hundred good deeds, they just won't notice or take for granted.
Rather, if you just make a mistake once, just once, they'll remember it forever.
i've really learnt a lot from Pst.Glenn. to affirm every individual, that's what children and teens need.
You tell me that i must affirm that person, but i don't even see you doing that.
And every time your tone sounds very "entertaining" whenever you talk to me. i can't stand it.
Bias.
Today we didn't spent any time together at all. It's Christmas.
i was disappointed.
That's why i don't get why when sometimes i assumed correctly but negatively, you don't want to acknowledge, but told me something pleasing instead.
i want the truth, i prefer.
Thanks for the efforts you've put in anyway.
"Sister"
Okay, enough of the crappy shit. :)
After all, this is my blog, so i'm just blogging my feelings. Haha. And there are different people inside that long paragraph.
Anyway, today's performance, personally, i think it was better. All thanks to the enthusiastic audience ! (smiley)
After church was family gathering at Caleb's house. i can eat practically nothing. ):
i think i very pro, these few days i only eat 1 meal and always never finish and so far i haven't had gastric. wooooo~ :D
John got Hand Foot Mouth disease siah. D:
This is the first time i see it live. Damn disgusting, a lot of blisters. very pain lohs.
He can't even walk okays, he will cry just standing. which makes me sad.
Being a mother is really not easy.
Opened presents, so i got my Nike school bag. (YAYE) look out for my expensive school bag when school reopens ! HOHOHOming. :D
Tomorrw's Tune In 2. Ming, Evan and Joel can't make it, so (sad face) lohs. i've got no friends. Lol.
And finally! tomorrow's also our last performance ! woohoo~ :D
i hope tomorrow's going to be fun, hope.
Oh yah, new blog MV again.
Little Mermaid's Part of your world :D
Nights. :-) ¶ 12:55 AM
i'm not sure what happened, but just gradually, we aren't that close anymore.
it's just like that time, i feel like whatever you've said was all hypocrite.
i don't blame you, neither do i blame myself.
but i've got to thank God, for being my motivation and encouragement. :)
Today is Christmas Day, or rather, yesterday.
i suppose it's the joy of giving season. Yeps, i was giving, but i was not joyful.
It's hard, to earn back those relationships, really hard.
Sometimes even if you do a hundred good deeds, they just won't notice or take for granted.
Rather, if you just make a mistake once, just once, they'll remember it forever.
i've really learnt a lot from Pst.Glenn. to affirm every individual, that's what children and teens need.
You tell me that i must affirm that person, but i don't even see you doing that.
And every time your tone sounds very "entertaining" whenever you talk to me. i can't stand it.
Bias.
Today we didn't spent any time together at all. It's Christmas.
i was disappointed.
That's why i don't get why when sometimes i assumed correctly but negatively, you don't want to acknowledge, but told me something pleasing instead.
i want the truth, i prefer.
Thanks for the efforts you've put in anyway.
"Sister"
Okay, enough of the crappy shit. :)
After all, this is my blog, so i'm just blogging my feelings. Haha. And there are different people inside that long paragraph.
Anyway, today's performance, personally, i think it was better. All thanks to the enthusiastic audience ! (smiley)
After church was family gathering at Caleb's house. i can eat practically nothing. ):
i think i very pro, these few days i only eat 1 meal and always never finish and so far i haven't had gastric. wooooo~ :D
John got Hand Foot Mouth disease siah. D:
This is the first time i see it live. Damn disgusting, a lot of blisters. very pain lohs.
He can't even walk okays, he will cry just standing. which makes me sad.
Being a mother is really not easy.
Opened presents, so i got my Nike school bag. (YAYE) look out for my expensive school bag when school reopens ! HOHOHOming. :D
Tomorrw's Tune In 2. Ming, Evan and Joel can't make it, so (sad face) lohs. i've got no friends. Lol.
And finally! tomorrow's also our last performance ! woohoo~ :D
i hope tomorrow's going to be fun, hope.
Oh yah, new blog MV again.
Little Mermaid's Part of your world :D
Nights. :-) ¶ 12:55 AM
