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i really can't stand certain people. i'm trying to accept them, but maybe i'm just being a hypocrite in front of them. maybe, or not.
How do i say this.. it's just that i'm not telling them some truths about how i feel, but i'm not lying too. it's sort of like selective talking, so i don't know if i'm being a hypocrite in front of them. sigh.
Scenes that made me disgusted, i really can't stand it.
i guess that's what you call 暧昧 bahs. That's what i like in Rainie's song. there's a lyric that goes like this: 超过了友情, 还不到爱情.
Ain't that so true? that is the defination of 暧昧. It hurts and lets people wants it more, but too bad, you just can't get it.
It's sort of like playboy? i think.
You do some actions to certain people, not just one. And i'm disgusted by that just by looking.
Can't people just face up to their real feelings and decide? Lingering from person to person, just to test how good or bad the person is, shows how lousy you are as a lover.
seriously, it pisses me off. to see victims dying innocently.
Yet, i don't hate them. Well, maybe some, or sometimes.
i just hope they can change.
Why do people only cherish when it's already gone.
i really don't understand, and i hate it when people is like that, even for myself.
That's how the word regret comes about, i guess.
Simple example, my tagboard has always been there. nobody wanted to tag, so i removed it. Just that day, a lot of people came and asked why i removed it because they wanted to tag. it's super lame.
(p.s: i'm not blaming those who asked.)
We are already very fortunate, being able to live under a proper shelter, have proper education and have proper meals. but we are just wasting all these, when people of the same world are wanting them desperately.
i'm not saying that i'm not wasting. but it really hurts me. Why can't the world be fair to everyone. They are also only humans. sigh.
Taking Geography really impacted me a lot on my views to the world. Ha, such a joke.
Since i'm already crapping, i shall continue. Lol.
i also don't know what's in my mind to make me say all these now. Haha. Don't like to read can just close this window, thanks. (:
so, i don't understand why people that we hate must attract so much of our attention.
That's why i told Nitro, actually i feel honoured to be hated by them. really.
You see, you will keep wanting to find out what the people you love and hate are doing. why is that so? then doesn't that make the people you hate almost the same level as the people you love?
Is it really pure curiosity, or? i really don't know.
But to me, being hated, is much better than being nothing at all. At least the people that hate me, wants to find out more about me, and i feel honoured. (:
Overall, i just think it's hilarious.
Okay, so maybe i'm not my usual self today.
i wish to talk to someone now.
Bye.
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i watched this yesterday, very nice and quite touching:D
At first, i thought it was going to be a lame story, because meatballs don't interest me. HAHA. But actually the story have nothing got to do with meatballs lahs. -:-
i really like this movie. :D
Ratings: 5 stars.
The storyline very unique, but the ending usual lahs. (:
Ratings: 3half stars.
Vaness so shuai, because he has a lot of muscles. :D HAHA!
After that i watched 桃花小妹 episode 1. :D
Jiro still shuai, 黄靖伦 damn cute, and 高以翔 damn shuai. wahahaha. :D
i really don't know why i can accept Rainie act cute, but big no to Cyndi Wang. HAHA. yes, call me bias. (:
THEN i was suppose to wake up at 10AM after Rexmond's morning call and meet him at 11AM for gym. But the second time he called me @ 11:15AM, i was still sleeping. HAHA!
i'm such a sleeper. (grins)
so i had to rush and met him at around 11:40AM. Yeah, so i was late for 40minutes. i think this is my best record. HAHA. SORRY REX. :O
Then we MRT-ed and walked to the gym-ing place and decided not to gym. (sarcastic smile here) ass Rexmond. HAHA. Okay, so we are even.
Changed and MRT-ed to Vivo, and met JenYi and GuoPing on the way !!:D (HAPPY) i also don't know why i was so HAPPY when i met JY. HAHA! They went PlazaSing for movie too. Hope they enjoyed. :D
reached Vivo and shopped around for what Godiva (?) chocolates. But in the end, the shop closed down. -:-
so we went to buy KY's birthday cards first. Sorry uhs KY, not expensive. but it's the thought that counts. :D (And anyway, my thought don't mean anything to you. so it's just the same. HAHA)
Oh well, after that pei-ed Rex eat Carl'sJunior, didn't eat. Next, helped him chose chocolates. Hope you like it !:D
Rex left and i joined Edmund they all. Bought movie tickets for Imagine That. :D
They keep saying i look like a baby, or rather a small kid. -:- Then they want to ask people what they think my age is. LOL. super lame. i also not first day so short or whatever.
Preston said my hair very smooth. obvious. cause it's rebonded. LOL!
Anyway, we did a lot of stuffs that is useless to waste time. HAHA. Took some photos. wee~ Hope i can upload on FB by tomorrow. (:
Met Khai at Ben&Jerry's !!:D OH MY GOSH, he's still as shuai. :D HAHA. my mood immediately shot up when i met him. (HAPPY) HAHA. He was going to meet 2 girls lehs ~ (grins) i'm just really HAPPY to see him HAPPY. :D only 2 months past, since OBS. Ha. really miss MarcoPolo..
Then i met the NanHua timer with her boyfriend at the movies. (grins) HAHA.
Movie-d at 4.35PM, sat with Edmund and Preston. (:
The trailers and adverts are the same as yesterday's, which makes me z.z. i want to see the 2012 trailer !! After Ming mentioned on her blog. HAHA.
i want to watch A Chritmas Carol. :D cause it's casting JimCarrey. i like:D
And definitly New Moon!!! :D Actually i feel like watching with MP, i don't know why. HAHA.
Anyway, after the movie, dinner-ed at Mac at HabourFront Ctr. (: which i only ate McFlurry. Heh.
If you realised, my whole diet today, don't involve any main thingg. Bun, KachangPuteh, Ice-Cream. That's all. wow. Hope i can slim down, by just a little bit i'll be satisfied. HAHA. (cross fingers)
Oh, i met seniors working at Mac part time now !:D but the problem is i don't remember their names, although i always say "Hi" to them and stuffs. HAHA. Oh well.
MRT-ed home alone, reached home before 9PM. (:
i didn't even realise my mother was already sleeping in her room lahs ! Gosh, super creepy. HAHA.
Now listening to Kelly Clarkson's songs. random. HAHA. and talking to Edwin. :D
i think from MP, i talk to Edwin the most lohs. HAHA. the rest never really keep in contact lerhs. ): i miss Hazel.T D:
Oh yah, Ming. Nitro reads. (: HAHA. just thought of it.
And JenYi's blog is hilarious, about the KY thingg. Rai is a funny guy too. JY, say Hi to Rai for me!:D And tell him, he's very funny. LOL.
wow. i just realised how late it is already.
Sigh.
Promotion test is nearing, i'm seriously very z.z about it. And in the end, Wed my group cannot present. How nice.
Tomorrow going TMA PLAY, like finally. :D HAHA. so won't be online and most probably won't blog or anything too. miss me.
i miss being with them, i miss them. i really do. but i can't really bring myself to tell them that now. it hurts somehow whenever i see them all together without me, but it's not hurting that much anymore.
i want to be close back, Jael. i'm sorry.
NOW, i don't know why i'm so HAPPY when i meet these people today. AWESOME. :D
Sometimes, just a particular presence skips my heart. (:
Lastly,
