Thursday, September 3, 2009
Sleeping .
HAHA. my title has means more than it seems (:
Fion's mood now: ironic.
LOL. cause i'm sad about this thing that Rexmond told me, and i'm happy about this thing that is happening. so it's ironic. (:
Ha, alright. Sorry Rexmond that i'm sad over it. :/ haha. but also want to thank you. although we will never know how he feels. HAHA.
Part of me believes Rexmond, another part of me believes him. i really don't know. ARGH .
And i don't even know if i really feel that way. z.z sucksxz.
Sorry Ming, that i didn't accompany you today. ):
People are starting to get busy. School, CCA, Relationships..
Tomorrow full uniform, sian. HAHA.
Oh yes, Ming very cham. cause she got remedials on her birthday then we cannot 'celebrate'. ioi i like my present for her :D heh.
Yesterday Safiy said something. "Why you not happy anymore?"
i answered it, but i kept thinking about it.
i'm already happy these few weeks, thanks to some close buds and new friends, but i don't appear happy to him.
Maybe i'm a hypocrite. i don't know.
It's just sometimes i'm "high" not from the bottom of my heart, it's just an act. so maybe i'm a hypocrite after all. haha.
And most people's impression of me is HAPPY always. so when i'm not HAPPY (not shouting or whatever), they'll think that i'm sad. but i'm not, i'm just being normal. somewhat in-between.
being HAPPY always can be tiring you know. sigh.
i really feel like re-naming my blog url, so less people will find me and that i can blog more personal stuffs. sigh, should i?
HAHA. since people visit my blog every day and don't tag, what's the point. but i don't want to make it private, cause it's troublesome.
And oh, QiYi made her blog private. :o
YuZi just asked me another cool question. HAHA. (:
tuvwxy...UZ! says:
i see, but being happy and having happiness is two different things, the question is have you got the latter? <=)
Then it sets my mind to think again.
What is happiness to me?
i don't have an answer now.
i'm happy, but i don't know if i have happiness.
HAHA. stupid ACSI guy, ask me so chim question.
But thanks a lot YuZi !:D
Okay, so blogger is back to the state now, so no photos. Sorry
i need to pee, so bye. (: ¶ 8:46 PM
Fion's mood now: ironic.
LOL. cause i'm sad about this thing that Rexmond told me, and i'm happy about this thing that is happening. so it's ironic. (:
Ha, alright. Sorry Rexmond that i'm sad over it. :/ haha. but also want to thank you. although we will never know how he feels. HAHA.
Part of me believes Rexmond, another part of me believes him. i really don't know. ARGH .
And i don't even know if i really feel that way. z.z sucksxz.
Sorry Ming, that i didn't accompany you today. ):
People are starting to get busy. School, CCA, Relationships..
Tomorrow full uniform, sian. HAHA.
Oh yes, Ming very cham. cause she got remedials on her birthday then we cannot 'celebrate'. ioi i like my present for her :D heh.
Yesterday Safiy said something. "Why you not happy anymore?"
i answered it, but i kept thinking about it.
i'm already happy these few weeks, thanks to some close buds and new friends, but i don't appear happy to him.
Maybe i'm a hypocrite. i don't know.
It's just sometimes i'm "high" not from the bottom of my heart, it's just an act. so maybe i'm a hypocrite after all. haha.
And most people's impression of me is HAPPY always. so when i'm not HAPPY (not shouting or whatever), they'll think that i'm sad. but i'm not, i'm just being normal. somewhat in-between.
being HAPPY always can be tiring you know. sigh.
i really feel like re-naming my blog url, so less people will find me and that i can blog more personal stuffs. sigh, should i?
HAHA. since people visit my blog every day and don't tag, what's the point. but i don't want to make it private, cause it's troublesome.
And oh, QiYi made her blog private. :o
YuZi just asked me another cool question. HAHA. (:
tuvwxy...UZ! says:
i see, but being happy and having happiness is two different things, the question is have you got the latter? <=)
Then it sets my mind to think again.
What is happiness to me?
i don't have an answer now.
i'm happy, but i don't know if i have happiness.
HAHA. stupid ACSI guy, ask me so chim question.
But thanks a lot YuZi !:D
Okay, so blogger is back to the state now, so no photos. Sorry
i need to pee, so bye. (: ¶ 8:46 PM
