GOH'2009.
(left- NCC, right- NPCC)

NCC GOH.

NPCC GOH.

NCC.

NPCC.

Scouts.

St.John's.

GirlGuides.

Parade starts.

TengYee looks like a baby. Lol.

Dayna.

JunHan.

Simeon.

Nitro.

KaiYuan.

AmyKhor.

NgTengYee.

XuBiLi.

Brenban.

Emman.

OngWeeKiat.

YongHien.

WeiHeng.

ZhiHao.

Anisa.

Hidayah.

Safirah.

Speech Day'2009.

WeiXiong and Daniel. :D

Milo promoter Simeon. :D

Favourite Secondary2 junior, ChooEePin. :D

Secondary1s: (left to right)ChenYuan, Felicia, ZhengFen, Nurlina. :D

Sarah, Ana, Calvin/Alvin, Edmund and Calvin/Alvin. :D

Zachary and Edmund. :D

JiaHui and Marcus. :D

YuShun and ZhongYi. :D

XinBo and Matthew. :D

Okay, so this is evidence that i hurt my hand and ankle.

Aiman and Nutri-Tea guy. :D

Yanni and Kenji. :D

Nelson, better looking in person. :D

CheeKong and Yvonne. :D

Okay, so that's all for the 18th.

Today, 22May.
i was rather happy today. (:
Oh yes, i was late and i didn't surrender, thus i didn't go detention. (:
i'm like very heng today cause nobody caught me, even Chia. First was PE.
Girls helped out in the setting up of some MathCompetition thingg. i'm like "wow, so this is how the buttoning works. :o" hah.
Then 2A3 came down early to set up their food stuffs. Food that they are going to sell later in the day.
went down and find Raidah and JunHan. Talked to JunHan. :D
Then 2A1 also came down early for early recess, cause they going to plant plants. LOL. Talked to EePin too. :D it's been awhile.

And so, PE ended, was Math.
but we still stayed in the hall. And i only realise that after 30minutes or so, that yesterday Long asked us to go to the hall during Math it's because of this. Lol.
so people helped in setting up stuffs, while i kept looking at what's happening downstairs.
First time see Long wear sandals. HAHA.
was tempted to go down, due to the boring-ness, and so i did. (:
met Preston, Zuhair and Gladys. yeah, so they talked their heads off.
i was kind of surprised that they will tell me this kind of things, but of course, happy too. :D
so, i went to talk to Kelly. wow, i only pat her on the back and her eyes started redding. at that moment, i felt my eyes watering too.
brought her to the toilet immediately. i didn't hug her, although maybe she needs it. but it's because i don't want her to cry, worse.
went out, but she's still crying and her friends start gathering around.
okay, so then i hugged her, and whispered to her ear. again, my eyes are watering. and she stopped crying.
i talked to Preston and Zuhair. cool guys are they. (:
Then i talked to Gladys. Her eyes also started redding and she started crying. okay, so i cannot stand it then and finally the tears dropped.
i just couldn't control them, don't know why. but i continued talking to her anyway.
called Kelly over and talked to both of them, settled. And they left for museum.

They really touched me.
i know how they feel, that's why i didn't want their friendship to end just for this stupid reason.
i'm glad that Kelly and Gladys are back now, and i brought them back ! i'm proud. HAHA. :D
Friends should accept whatever flaws they have. Shouldn't they?

Okay, so i got to bathe now and the time is 11:28pm.
back in around 20minutes. {:

12:05am, i'm back. HAHA.
back to story. Next was Chinese and everyone wanted to pon it. Lol.
but it ended up fine, cause we finally finish watching the show. which is quite sadistic, the whole story. girlfriend got raped and suicide, cousin got beaten and can no longer walk, aunt has lung terminal lung cancer, sister's a cop. Lol. like seriously, how dramatic can it get.
And got back our results, should be the finalised one:

English- C6
Chinese- D7
EMath- F9
AMath- F9
Chemistry- E8
SocialStudies- C5
Literature- C6

compared to the last ProgressReportCard's results, my English passed, my Chinese failed, EMath deproved, Chemistry improved and i forgot about the other two.
i'm just sad about my Chinese. Like WOW, how did it reach this state mansxz. @#&*(@^$ HAHA.
And i expect to do better in SocialStudies. sigh, just when i start to like this subject, it ends ._.

Recess, bought some food from JunHan. (:
Sorry Raidah, didn't buy from you. ):
Then was English. Wendy continued giving us oral, but still not my turn yet.
so was thinking of characters and actions for the game for the Secondary1s later in the day. my brain juice dried from thinking.
Thanks to people who give me random suggestions. HAHA. :D
Chemistry was the same, boring. i slept through the last 20minutes. z.z

After school, went to walk around Clementi with Ming, cause there's just too much time to spend.
Then she walked back to school with YiTing. (:
Met Gladys, Kelly and their friends in school and went out again to pei them eat. saw Preston, Zuhair and Melvin. haha. :D
chatted, gossiped (?) and watched them eat.
Oh yes, Gladys likes Ryan ! :D HAHA. Oh wait, definitely not Secondary3s one. Lol.
Funny. had quite a good time with the Secondary1s. (:

NPCC started, marked attendance blah blah.
Raidah and i took Secondary1s for today. (: while the rest with the Secondary2s at the field with MrSun:D HAHA.
Raidah helped me alot today. Thanks dear. (:
i hoped the Secondary1s enjoyed today's traning. :D
Now, they are another reason for my attendance in NPCC. i really like them a lot. :D
Anyway, we had PT, which was z.z. Like worse than camp's. We did like 20push-ups and crunches, and 50 counts of 4 of jumpingjacks. whatthe. Hi. (:
Hope my calf muscles won't hurt tomorrow cause my shoulder muscles (?) are already tired when i was washing my hair just now. Lol. Too long never do push-ups already. sigh, weak.
Bersurai-ed and got most of the Secondary1s' contacts. :D Thanks peeps!
Then Mas and Andy talked to us in the NProom till like 6.30pm i think, close.

Wahlau, i'm like super sian.
NCOcamp on the 30th of this month, and i have the church game thingg. pissed off and sad. GROAR.
i'm looking forward to June holidays. {: got alot of activities to keep me busy, more than enough. :D
home-d with Raidah. :D

i'm going to change blog MV.
Sophia, by NerinaPallot. Hope you like it. :D
And Joy, JenYi and LinYan, i haven't send her the email on our song. HAHA. Hi. {:

Nowadays, relationships are shaking.
Not only mine, actually mine is some sort of over.
And now, it's the people around me that i'm seeing. Mirror?
From what i had experience that period of time, i realised.
"That no matter how right you think you are, you think that you have no wrong, or you are not the one that's suppose to change, and then people starts to get distant. Yeap, they are your friends. They should know you, your character and everything since you've been friends for quite a period."
But that's just your opinion, your thinking. Nothing wrong with that, no, not selfish, but just expecting but end up being disappointed at the ones you love. That's how all it started, i guess. But from the moment more and more people start to distant from you, you should just look at yourself again. From a third person's point of view, and look at yourself again. This point onwards, it's your problem. Ever thought of changing yourself than blaming the others for their attitude towards you? That's a lesson i've learnt. This year is a great year. i've learnt a lot of things. From the NPCC unit camp onwards, i've been trying. Results don't come fast. The problem is mainly me. (:

The above "you"s are in generic term, not pinpointing anyone.

Some people will get sensitive at what i said i guess, because it's what's happening now.
Sometimes, letting go is better.
i feel very wisdom-ish. HAHA. AndyYap really taught me a lot that night. (: i'll never forget.

Recently, my hearing problems are back again.
Like, seriously. You can ask Ming. Lol. 100% ridiculous.
And she says i'm s-l-o-w at everything. Let me guess, walking, eating, blogging and reacting? Lol. that's quite a lot some. (:

Oh yes, the times that i MIA-ed, there's people i wanted to thank. :D

Ming;
ThankYou for accepting me again with your heart. We may as close as we used to be, but this is enough. i appreciate and will treasure this chance. ThankYou for sharing with me some of your problems and tough times, it really made me feel.. needed. Also, for trying to stand up for me and talk to the others about another chance. i appreciate your efforts. Lastly, thanks for being here when i needed.

Daryl;
ThankYou for the few days that you asked for my answers. Although we are not even close now, but those few days really meant a lot to me. i was seriously shocked or surprised when you suddenly asked for my answer after not talking to me for a period of time. ThankYou for accepting me back now and we are friends again. i hope i can do something for you, to lighten your load. i want to be a good friend.

YuWei;
ThankYou for your concerns for me sometimes. Your accompany felt warm. ThankYou for the smiles you gave me. Encouraged and lightened me a lot, i also don't know why. ThankYou for putting up with my flaws until now. i know it's not easy. Hope that we'll still be friends.

Joy, JenYi and Belinda;
ThankYou guys for inviting me out. i really had fun, since a very long time. ThankYou guys for being real to me. i really appreciated it.

Okay, so now is 23rdMay, 2.23pm.
HAHA. See, i blog s-l-o-w. yah yah yah. Lol.
But a lot of people wanted to read my blog, i also don't know why. See, now it's so wordy, once again. HAHA.
A lot of things happened during this MIA period. Also, it helped me to learn a lot of stuffs.
ThankYou Lisa, for letting me realise some stuffs. (:

Later going to meet ELit class at ClarkeQuay for dinner, then watch MidsummerNight'sDream's play. :D excited. HAHA. First time watching a real live play or musical.
Bye for now. probably going to blog more frequently now. (:

¶ 2:33 PM