18thMarch: PoliceKnowledgeCourse Day 1

i woke up at around 6am and gave Raidah a call,
and went back to sleep. Lol.
Until she messaged me and ask where am i at 6.40am, then i wake up. hehs.
rushed everything and Alvin called, "wake up wake up !" then i say him, "why so late then call me !" then he also just wake up. Gosh.
i asked him to morning call me, because i scared i will wake up late. In the end? cheh, never mind. my fault anyway. lol.
Met Raidah at Redhill and mrt-ed to BukitBatok. train quite packed. ):
Bought sweets and met Okkar, Ming and Sham, and waited for Alvin. After that bus-ed to YusofIshakSecondary. :o

i laughed a lot while we were walking. cause i'm damn funny. :D HAHA.
Met Nitro, KaiYuan, Shaun and Simeon at the school. Changed to full-u, and fall in-ed.
Then JunHan came, through i don't know where. cause he didn't come in from the main gate. :o so he went to change. And Dayna and him fall in-ed with us.
Marked attendance and proceeded up to the hall. saw one madam quite chio. (: but believe me, all the CIs there are not nice. Like, duh. hah.
Pavinder managed to come before the talk starts, but he didn't sit with us.
Oh yeah, KaiYuan didn't manage to sit with us too, cause 刚好 that row not enough seat for him, so he sat behind Nitro. lol. suay.
i sat with JunHan and Alvin !:D HAHA. okay, i forced JunHan to sit with me. lalala. The girls sat together and Okkar was beside Raidah. Ming with xxx, from other schools. (: lol
i find my post have no main point until now. LOL. Hi. :D
So the day started with Sir (shit, i forgot his name. let's just call him FunnyVoice.) FunnyVoice introducing himself and blah.
i think he's quite a nice guy, for a SI, and funny. He's been in PoliceForce for like 15 years. z.z And he got married recently, with his wife that was once his cadet as a Secondary 1 and he was her CI. Lol. Super cool, i tell you. But their love story only started 3-4 years after. so blahblahblah and now his wife also in PoliceForce. wow, what a romantic story. Lol.
i find it quite cool actually, and funny. cause if that were to happen in CTNPCC... let's not get too far. (: HAHA.

And his boring talks started. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 presentations in a row. wow. you want to know how boring it is? as boring as you can imagine. (: Lol.
Good thing can talk to people around me and sleep between breaks. z.z ate sweets, but not much of a use. Grawr !
Than had lunch at around 12.30pm. sat seperately. i am super ): about it. ahh, whatever. my mood is spoilt.
After eating, went up to hall with the girls and talked and laughed. (: Then Alvin asked us to fall in. Lol. we forgot.
ale, went back to hall in the end and changed seats.
Nitro was forced to sit with me. :D And i sat with Raidah. KaiYuan moved up his seat and joined the row, so like one extra seat in our row. lol. Then Pavinder also joined in or something.
Simeon is an ass like always. but very funny when we were changing seats. cause he wants to sit with Nitro, i also want, Alvin also want. Then he -.- duper HAHA. (:
so FunnyVoice continued 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12 presentations. z.z
Raidah keep sleeping. Loser. HAHA. Ming slept once ! haha.
And Nitro reminded me of my grandma and when i was young. Lol. i shall not say why.
And NitroChua ! i didn't cry ! Feel proud. :D HAHA. i'm a person of my words. :D
Blah, i think the only parts that were interesting were him talking about suicidals and stuffs parts. That's the only part you see everyone listening very closely. Lol. typical people.

i seriously on the extent of hating the CIs over there. Lol. =)
Anyway, changed out and fall in-ed again, then byed.
went back toilet with Raidah and Ming. Walked out of the school and those not nice CIs say us again. z.z whatever.
Met Okkar, JunHan, Alvin and Pavinder at the playground and 106-ed to Clementi. (:

i seriously look like a typical NPCC-ian. LOL. Laugh all you want.



First time, me blurr.

Second time, she blurr.

Finally, this is Ming.

NOT EDITED. Alvin is glowing. :o

Then bye-d to everyone and SweetTalk-ed with Raidah and went to FoodLoft for dinner.
Saw Hazel and YingYan. :o we finish eating, they haven't even reach half. lol.
My dinner was only 1buck !! :D cheapest dinner ever. Lol. And Raidah got fried rice for herself. i tried a mouth, it is freaking spicy lahs !! (this is to stress on how spicy it is. haha.) i don't know how can she finish the whole plate without water in betweens.
Talked about today and stuffs. Bought Hersheys' and mrt-ed home at around 7pm. (:

19thMarch: PoliceKnowledgeCourse Day 2, HomefrontSecurity

Late again luhs. z.z met the same people at the same place. (:
And we were like wishing Sham a belated birthday. HAHA. funny us. :D
so repeated the same cycles as yesterday. Sat with Raidah and Shaun. i want to with Nitro de lohs ! Freak KaiYuan. ):
Okay, Dayna slept a lot. Maybe she sleep very late last night. :o ASAP was caught by CIs for sleeping or misbehaviour. LOL. we own. :D
Uh, made *new* friends, well sort of. But i don't even remember their names, so yah. Hi, people from Greenridge. (:
And Raidah, Ming and me have been looking out for chio bus and shuai guys. (: HAHA. KentRidge is a good school for that i guess. LOL.
Today what attracted all of us the most was the topic: Rape. Lol. typical.
And everything is so complicated. i don't like. And i find some stuffs we don't even need to know, cause not as if like we really want to be police or what what. Lol. Talked a lot compared to yesterday. And Raidah and Ming didn't sleep. *claps*

After Lunch was HomefrontSecurity course. worse than PoliceKnowledge. z.z
i slept through the first 30 minutes or so. Thanks Raidah, for that shoulder !:D
Anyway, i was being childish apparently towards Okkar. Lol. but cause some things ran through my mind as it happened, so i can't control it. sorry Okkar. ):
sigh, it was like that time, i got super angry at Daryl just because he changed his seat.
my right hand have a blue-black now. ):
Messaged Nitro. LOL. Although he's 3 seats away from me. And his replies are getting on my nerves actually. Just that i didn't tell him. Now you know NitroChua. "What to do?"
LOL. And he cheated my feelings also. lasy to say.
Oh well, had 2 tests straight after the talks. not easy at all, also not say very hard. fail already next year come back with my dear Secondary2s !:D HAHA.

106-ed back to Clementi with the same people.
MosBuger-ed with Raidah, Pavinder, JunHan and Okkar. :D But Raidah and Pavinder didn't eat. Cause not halal and got beef. lol. They got outside food themselves.
i had a great time with JunHan and Okkar. :D They entertain-ed me to don't know what. lol. laugh died a lot of times.
skip our chatting contents and byed and mrt-ed home with Okkar and Raidah at around 8pm or so.

Nicer than yesterday's. Lol

Today was okay. Surprisingly for the whole day i only MSN-ed Nitro. Lol.
But is because he talk to me first, if not, maybe i online for show only.
Aiyah, rested at home today. woke up at like 12.30pm? i'm finally normal. lol.
Videos-ed all the way. woohoo !:D no life. lol.
damn sian. actually tomorrow going swimming with Raidah, Okkar and Alvin one. Then my mother say no. cheh.
so tomorrow shall be my start to do your homework, Fion day. :D heh.
Math is so going to kill me. z.z
sad. ): 我的帅管家 finished at episode 10. This is the first time i hope for a show to drag longer. LOL. By the way, it's a very nice japanese drama !:D
And i read BiLi's blog just now. hah. i don't want to start a quarrel, but sigh.

Here's a overdue-d video. :D

sorry for having you tilt your head. And that's definitely not my voice. hah.

That's all for today, don't think going to blog tomorrow.
Sunday meeting NPCC-ians again. :D
But only a few ASAPs going. D: sigh. Hope i'll be happy..
new blog song, by the way. Enjoy. by Stephanie and Tanya. woah ~ haha.
Bye for now. :D

Maybe it's like JiaHao said, i'm over-protective.

It hurts, but you'll never know or understand.
It just keep repeating, worse every time.
sigh, is it you, or is it just me?

i believe, i trust.
but is it always one sided?
i hope you guys can feel it, and be real.
i want us, not just one.
i'm willing to do anything.
Please?

¶ 11:22 PM