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Thursday, February 26, 2009
  Let this not be true .

Candid unglamness of Tan. ha-ha. i just randomly took it out of boredism. :x

(Note: the post's date is yesterday. everything will be in yesterday's present. lol. cause internet was cut off while i was posting halfway last night, and i'm lasy enough to change, so yah.)

Now, let's start from yesterday.
But sorry for MIA-ing (well, sort of.) cause i was catching up on all the dramas and variety shows, so yah. Now i'm starting on a *new* japanese drama that my mom introduced me to. Lol. my mom.

Yesterday, was late for school again (x5, i think. lol)
so, as i was walking in the school gates, the security guard was in Dreamland, so i just walked past him. Hi. (:
Went up for Literature class before 9am, i think.
joined in the watching of Shakespear (?) in love. Lol. i don't even know how to spell Shakespear ._.
Anyway the show very nice, although we only watched the ending part. Lol. i think quite touching lehs, Valane also said so. Maybe i'll go watch the whole thing, or not. haha.

Bad Hair Day



i have no idea who took these with my phone. Anyway, EeLiang and Dayna. :D





Secondary 3 Literature class of 2009 !:D

LinYan insisted on taking a photo. -o-

After Literature was Chinese, which of course, sucked.
Math, English and SocialStudies.
Among all the tests so far, i think i only passed one, which is Chinese and it's 50.5. Lol. -o-
JiaHong, Daryl and ZiYuan got 2/13 for SocialStudies. lol. no wait, that's not the worst. JunJie got zero for it. ha-ha. he rocksxz.
he only wrote 2 lines, all crap. then hand in. wo-ah-ow.
Kenneth very funny. He got 7/13, which is a pass. but he forgot to staple the other parts of his answer on that day, so his marked answer is like halfway written. still can get 7 lehs !! not bad. haha. Then he still ask if he can hand in the second part. Joke .
And i think XinBo looks like a hamster, and Kenneth looks like a duck ! HAHA.
i know 2 ducks now. (: no offence people. (:
Lastly was Chemistry. went to lab for SPA.Long scolded us saying what, "i don't care you have spa or massage... !" Lol. she thinks she's funny .
Anyway, SPA was okay, quite fun and interesting. cause we got to use the 500 plus bucks PDA for some reasons. lol.
did some experiment, very coolsxz. (:

nice right? looks like crystals lohs. (:
Then went to meet Ming and the rest. slacked, changes, fall-in-ed.
trainings as usual, then was the first speech day rehearsal. me and Hayden was not involved.
Then KaiYuan and WeeKiat's boots were spoilt too. lol. so they cannot join also lohs.
Wahseh, NCC the timing very fast lohs. drills and push-ups. :o i don't like the NCC sir. (:
Then talked and joked with KaiYuan. Nitro very cute, be contigen (?) commander. haha. drill cane, i want !! ):
then he angry for some time. i was shocked, totally. :O
cause i never see him angry before. very scary ~ ):
blah blah blah, then rained. joined back in training.

pissed. don't talk crap lahs. i also not talking to you. asshole interrupter. i cry my problem right. do i not have the right to cry? so what if i'm a crybaby? i admit it what. don't even know why i cry, so shut up.

if you don't want to give me a chance, can just say from the start. don't give anyone hope, and let them down again. act as if it has nothing to do with you, irresponsible. is that how you treat your peers? whatever .

i'm freaking pissed okays. i didn't cry solely on that matter, but it just reminded me of the not being able to promote thingg. yah yah, crap all you want people. that is why i never believed you all from the start. keep all those hypocrite words to yourself, i don't need them. you just said that just because i don't know, to calm me down or something? i don't even care if you are reading this, feel offended all you want. you treat me unfairly, give me shit. so i have no reason to be fair and put in my heart doing the stuffs i'm assigned. i've had enough. say what i attitude. i'm just not being a hypocrite, why so fake huh. not happy just pump me lahs. at most i die from doing it what. can punish me all you want, i can take it because i'm of lower rank than you. yes, i'm a person that voice out everything that i'm not happy of, any problems with that? i'm not going to change myself, because at least i don't stab you in the back, i say it in your face. i'm the only person that dares to voice out in A.S.A.P, without me, they'll probably lose out alot, cause they don't want/dare to voice out. blah blah, hate me all you want, because i seriously don't care already. say what, choosing best of best to be in GOH, end up? all of secondary 4s and 5s still in what. then what are we. the people who worked so hard, just to get a place in the GOH. tell me, you fakers, liars. what about us. all our efforts were wasted just because of your one sentence. we believed in you. do you know what is trust? i guess not. do you know how unfair it is? when some of us do drills better than some other. i'm not saying myself, but yah. hais, i'm so disappointed. i'll remind myself not to be like you guys. thanks alot, for the example. bye, people who don't give equal chances, people who don't keep their promises, just people who i don't care anymore.

i feel better. (:
but overall, NPCC on Wednesday was fun and nice. :D
because of KaiYuan and Simeon. :D haha.

double rainbows. (:
saw this while walking out of the school.
mrt-ed home with Raidah. (:

i love A.S.A.P. :D
You guys are the reason why i'm staying. You guys are my strength.
Thanks alot, for the memories you all gave.
the laughters made, tears and sweat shed.
Also, for being able to stand a friend like me.
Bearing all my tempers and tantrums.
Sorry, my dears. i hope you guys can and will understand after these 2 years.
i love each and everyone of us, let us be stronger together.

i like Secondary 2 squad alot alot too !:D
Mainly Edmund and EePin though. Lol.
Melvin and Zachary too.
but i also don't know why recently seeing you guys made me cheer up alot alot.
Thanks. :D

Today was like shit. =)
Sighs. actually i teared a few times, cry maybe.
alot of things' are on my mind. i can't exactly say what, even if you ask me why.
Sorry to the people around me, that i'm not sharing to, or throwing tantrums at.
Thanks alot for the people who questioned and cared. :D Especially Colin. haha. don't ask me why.
Hope tomorrow's going to be a nice day at school. With KohFeng, Asief and Brandon. :D haha.
Maybe going to meet Cherly after that, or not.

Evangeline Huang is _. i told WeeMeng, Ming and a few more today. haha.
Although it's like none of their business. i was pissed and sad yesterday, but i decided to accept it and him. lol.
Lucky you, Antiss.
iloveyou, mei.

Changed blog song again.
Although i still like the previous one. ): haha. but i find this MV just too cool and nice, that i must put it. haha.
For people who don't get it, too bad. but i really suggest you to concentrate on the MV just for 4minutes.
And for readers, sorry for the late posts. busy lasy prohibited. lol.
so this long posts with photos, satisfied? (:
And i seriously find YikIn saying Hi, very funny. :D entertains me.
So long suckers.

Anyone who can take away my burdens..
Anyone who can cheer me up..
Anyone close enough...

 




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