No words could express-; As i read her blog, my mood sank deeper and deeper.
i almost teared, but i didn't. =)
am i an unsuccessful friend?
i cannot make her happy, but the opposite.
maybe what i did was all wrong, a big mistake.
alot of times, i think that we shouldn't even have known each other, since my very existence cause you so much troubles. hais. i really don't know what to do.
i'm sorry that i couldn't make you happy.
maybe joy is called joy for a reason.
and maybe fion stands for emo.
that's why you shouldn't get too close to me, and that is why you don't even ask me out already.
what can i do. i tried not to force.
i really need you, but i won't beg you to stay.
find your own happiness by all means.
i am nothing.  ¶ 10:52 PM