sucidal; i don't like me.
i really don't know how to say this. hais, hope to chat with Chatter or Mars-y now.
don't know why. hais.
Fion is in a low mood now, readers. =)
i don't like people who can't keep their words, hate it.
i don't hate the person who did it, but the action.
as my closest friend, shouldn't you try to at least not repeat the mistake again when you know about it..?
i really don't know. did i care too much for our friendship?
perhaps i ask too much out of you, so much so that you can't stand it.
yeah, i'm a friend loser.
i didn't manage to let her stay, but i could do nothing more.
i'm sorry for doing the things you don't like purposely, but i only did it once. did i repeat it? no.
but you didn't keep your promise twice. am i suppose to continue to believe you next time?
i trust you, our friendship. but did i trust too much, or there is a limit?
i don't know either.
different people have different characters.
we already knew each other so well, so why don't you understand?
to you, not keeping a promise may seem small, but you know me don't you.
i don't hope to question that.
i really cannot stand it.
that time belinda also didn't keep her promise, i was angry too right? not that i'm only angry with you.
and so what if it's over. you repeated that mistake, and i can continue to trust you, but i hope you won't abuse that trust.
i really really hate people who cannot keep their promise.
is it so hard to keep your promise?
even when that time i promised i'd go to the concert with you, but i was tempted and almost broke my promise to you.
i didn't even break that promise and i said sorry.
to you, that sorry may seem like nothing, but to me, it's great.
why can't you understand how much i treat this..
i'm really very disappointed.
and what you said really hurt me alot, that's why i `shouted`.
maybe you didn't get what i meant. i don't know.
i'm sorry that i'm a friend who is a busybody and bossy.
you really shouldn't even know me.
is there really nothing else you can say?
maybe you are not good with words.
i have problems which i wanted to share with you, but i guess i can't do that now.
do you know that i only have you as a friend whom i share everything or anything?
without you, i have nobody else.
but without me, you still have 3 somebodys.
you still have people to share your problems with.
i have none, except you.
maybe that's what makes me care about you more than you care about me.
i really wish to share my problems with you right now...  ¶ 8:50 PM