smileladay
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
 
hellos.
today was tiring.
first tym in history,
70 pumpings in a day! :D
isn't dhat jus too great~
*clapsclaps*


no mood to blog bout today liaos.
all kena spoiled.
mother father.
stupid knn jiby.


my mother lameshitto.
cum home, scold scold scold
flip my bag, for fark?
=.=
go&die
toktoktok so much.
gimme all dhat craps.
you knn jiby.

dhen you cum my hse, toktoktok.
it's not asif i dun wan visit you ryts?
it's jus dhat i dun get to go.
wtfion.
blame it all on me
i'm rilly not in a good mood.
i feel lyk crying now.
must i cry everyday?
wtfion.


today dey asked me if i rilly wanna do it.
actually i'm rilly veh scared derhhs, but i'll do it lohhs.
cos I LOVE YOU GUYS. x3
seriously, i'm willing to sacrifice for you all.
but i guess you guys wont.
i dunno.
dhe whole day my heart rilly veh scared you noe.
i almost cried:x
can ask lisa &homing.
mab i'm jus a player in your chess, but i dun mind.
dis thingg means alott to me, but it probably mean notin to you at all.
i'm doin one big sacrifice, but does anybody sees it?
NO.
do you noe how i feel anots?
NO.
cos you are not a gal, &you will nehber noe how i feel lyk, bcos you will nehber be a gal(:
i rilly veh scared you noe,
HORROR.
it's not you are forcing me to do it, i'm doin at my own will, but dhe porbelm jus gets worse
i'm lyk dhe actor of dis play, you guys are dhe backstage ppl.
ppl oni see hu's acting &not dhe backstage ppl.
so wad will bcum of my reputation?
haf you ever tot?
haf you even TRY to understand how i feel?
i dun mean to backup.
but i nid some support.
you jus kip blaming me &blahs instead of givin me support.
wtfion is dis.
dats why you haf no gf, cos you dunno a gal's heart.
i'm veh sad &disappointed.
rilly.
you'll nehber understand how i feel.
you jus kip forcing me to my ends.
i'm goin crasy soon.
soon, dhe whole world will noe.
but dey wont noe bout dhe backstage ppl.
i wont reveal, cos i still love you all.
i'm disappointed bcos i care.
dhe more you love, dhe more disappointed you get.
bye.



{THANKYOU.
for your care &concern.
rilly.
i'm veh touched(:
some parts of dhe above are for you tho. :x
but defitnitly not dhe gf part.
 




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